get fucked. 

whats new? 

is this the universe’s way of intervening? 
contacts lost, mid way of conversing with three different prospects.
number one is a sweetheart, number 2 has what I need, and number 3 is a different flavor I’m accustomed two but still would none the less.

and of course I get the sweetheart.

I need work…I need to put in a lot of work.
I have a mission in the works, but maybe when the time comes, i won’t need to do it anymore.  

my love life like the human centipede-
asshole after asshole, man.
Cant a guy keep his dick in his pants, bitches always so thirsty.

My feelings went deep too.  

all the time…
shit I know what Im in for.. 

Time to be a grown up.
Thinking of bigger things like…
-Applying for a full time position
-Possible Masters/PHD?
-Move to Cali

I think of the potentials…
I know deep down that anything is possible.  

mood

when you try to make it something that its not
it loses all the fun
don’t like a hangover after mixing a certain type of feeling with another type of feeling
constantly have to remind myself to  like it for what it is. 
and I do, I do like it. 
mind games, man.

finna hit the gym in an hour, for an hour.
the inside of my palms are orange, because i purchased jergens natural glow on a whim. 
natural my ass, how the fuck do i take this off?

I needa lose 30 pounds in 3 months.